Time.

Man oh man does time fly! I have one more final on Tuesday and then I leave for home on Saturday and I haven't even started packing! I've been so incredibly busy. I am so excited though to show off my bones :) Speaking of bones, my boyfriend went to poke me and jabbed my collarbone. He cried out, "Oh my god I was not expecting that! I forgot how skinny you are now." I can't even sleep in my favorite fetus position at night because my knees contact each other too much, so I have to put a pillow in between them. AH! It's awesome. I'm also excited to buy some new clothes as well! I've been cleaning out my closet and I have a lot to get rid of. Out of my tons of shorts from last summer, the only pair that fit me are my "sexy" shorts which I would never wear out because my ass would be busting the seams, but now they're just a little baggy on me. Awesome, awesome, awesome.

Breakfast
1 cup cheerios - 100
1/4 cup NF milk - 23
3 cup coffee w/stevia - 9
2 tbsp. SF vanilla creamer - 30

Lunch
avocado & feta sandwich on LF bread - 155
diet pepsi - 0

Snack
SF jello mousse cup - 60

Dinner
salad w/feta cheese, avocado and balsamic - 100
LF toast - 45
1 tbsp. garlic hummus - 25
diet pepsi - 0

Desert
LF toast - 45
1/2 tbsp. smart balance butter - 25
sprinkle of stevia & cinnamon - 0
chamomile tea w/stevia - 0
1/4 cup NF milk - 23

Total: 613 calories

Love
Pretty
Thin

Sorry.

I am so sorry for everything. I am sorry to the skinny, thin, beautiful me I've tried to kill with poisonous foods. I was doing great and one binge lead to another. Why do I let myself do this? I can't I can't I can't I can't be fat! I hate it. I feel like I'm suffocating in my own skin. No MORE! I'm going back to coffee, tea, soup, fruit, salad and diet coke. These are the magic ingredients for my transformation.

Sick.

One downside to losing a lot of weight really fast...your immune system gets shot. That's what has happened to me. I've been sick almost four times since last month, and it's caused me to miss a lot of school. What a shame. I have two midterms tomorrow and I'm totally bugging. Whenever I'm sick I always drink lots of tea, take a bubble bath and watch a disney movie. I always feel better after that. I just made a huge batch of iced passion tea and I have some chai bags for a little caffeine boost. I usually have coffee in the morning, but whenever I'm sick the last thing I want to drink is coffee. Hopefully I will be feeling better in time for my midterms tomorrow and I can spend today re-cooperating and studying.